05/01/03 12:52 PM: I hate Philo

The Weight of the Situation is crushing me. I fell asleep yesterday for four hours and woke up pissed off. I couldn’t put my finger as to why until I went to dinner and realized that I have a week until finals. Its do or die time, and I’m going to really have to bust my ass on some of these finals. Philosophy is kickng my ass and has been all semester. I just got my last test back, and the results were not good. I have never worked so hard and actually understood it all to barely be passing. Its so frustrating. On all my other classes, I am borderline in between B+/A- range. I have a chance of getting no A’s, or getting a whole bunch of them. Finals have never meant more in terms of grades than they have now. I just got an A on my last in class essay for Rhet and Comp, so now its up to my final paper. Theology is a mess, and I will have to bust my ass to make up for my paper. World lit is crazy because I don’t know how I did on a paper that I did before spring break because he hasn’t returned them. I could have a chance in Atmo, but its slim because an A is 92, and not 90. Then there is all the moving out procedures. I have to get my loft down and find a place to store all my things.

The one good thing is that the Fifth Grade All-Stars are in the finals for soccer. The game is at 6 tonight. It should be a great game because the team we are playing is actually very talented. Even if we lose, it is still pretty cool to be playing in the finals with a team that you put together in a day as a freshman. It should be fun either way.

I’m done with finals on Wednesday, so that’s probably when my next post will be. Until then, I’m studying like its my job.