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12/16/01 08:55 PM: Recovery
Well, I am about to attempt to get some sleep. I bought a new notebook today! One of those nice, expensive, Mead Five Star ones. Maybe that will help me get through the day tomorrow. I am so tired of being sick. It is unfortunate that what I have been diagnosed with, I will have for the rest of my life. Supposedly the medication I am taking will help the symptoms go away, but I still will end up having “flare ups” in the future. This really sucks, and it also raises my risk of Colon cancer. Did I mention how much this sucks?
Oh, and I’m sure when I get back to school, people will have some stupid thing to say like “Oh, I see you finally decided to come to school for once.” You see, the majority of the people I seem to know are idiots, and I cannot wait until graduation so I can escape from this dastardly place and go somewhere where people don’t say stupid things 99.78% of the time. I’m sorry I am ranting here, but I really need to rant for my own sake. I’m angry because things are falling apart at the Radio Station at school, which I am the manager of. People just don’t seem to care about it anymore, and they are also very not-understanding and can’t even pretend to have any sort of concern for my health. I hate to admit this, but while I am still recovering, it is very hard for me to make it through the 7 hour school day or whatever, and then have to stay another 2 hours afterschool to run the radio station. After break, when I will have had time to rest and such, I can return to my normal schedule or whatever, but I need just a little slack now, so I can get better and not be stressed out. However, no one seems to understand, and no one there cares to understand. If I ask for someone to fill in for me, I get responses like “well you haven’t been here for like 3 weeks, why should I help you.” Well you know what, please excuse me while I digress into language rated M for “Mature,” but fuck you. Yeah, that’s right, asshole, fuck you. Maybe one day you will need just a tiny bit of room to recover from a serious condition, and you know what, I hope everyone gives you the finger as well.
